CHRISTMAS is COMING!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
i love christmas though i dun celebrate it at all~
WOOooHOOooooooooo~~~~~~~ XD

snow s'pore snow~~~ =)

The feeling which i will nvr forget

Attachment at IMH was fun , meaning experience for me, the feelings involve which i will nvr 4get! They r no difference wif us, onli tt they need to take daily medications. they can talk, sing, play, n chat wif us... tell us abt their life, their families, y they r admitted n how they feel =) u won't know tt they r once admitted in imh unless they tell u cos they r jus like us =) hopefully, they can be discharge soon n go on wif their life!

The most meaningful part i guess is when they tell u how they appreciate u for all the thing we'hv done, play wif them, n olso sometin like counsel them. its diff from previous attachment on general wards as we focus more on treatments n patiens jus come n recieve treatments n then go, but n imh, we focus more on tokin to them, conduct activites to them... bla bla bla.. alot more, so i guess our r/s wif patients r much much much closer in imh. It's great!

And of cos, the hardest n most painful part is ytd when we hav to say gdbye to every single patient, telling them to takecare of themselves, dun think too much, thank them for everytin, n a particular patient to ask him MUST take breakfast lunch n dinner everyday. I realli hope he listens!! ytd's conversation wif this particular patient realli makes me feel like crying T_T....he said tt he feel sad cos won't be seeing me animore n talkin to him.. then i told him tt next time if i see him outside after he discharge, i will definately say hi to him, n he says s'pore so big how to meet T_T ... then i became speechless......... hai....... so sad la! i hope he wil be more open up, talkin to ppl if he has any unhappiness as he says tt he always kept things inside his heart.. mayb tts y............. n the last gdbye to him realli makes my tears rolled up in my eyes. omg.



I wan to work in imh after i successfully graduate fom nursing =) jus hope tt my PRCP on yr3 won't make me die =_=

28/9/09

Been sleepin alot lately =))... slackin wk! hahahaa. the more i slp the more tired i am. Zzzzz... startin work again from this thurs onwards, cuttin down of sleepin time soon =(

Aniway, saw some lanterns on my kitchen table, given by the nearby church for lantern festival, they wan us to go down for some event or sometin de.. N Of cos, i wooooon't goooo..... lol~rather go wif friens to play candlesssss Wahahahaa. reminds me of the time when i'm still living in jurong =D so much fun there during the different festivals n of cos the normal fun days playin wif friens at the playground, in their house, in Juying pri, CCAs n olso riding bicycle( the number of times we fall down) ~ lol =D the weird tin is, i can't realli remember things tt happen after i moved house to woodlands.... eh.. like everytime my pri sch friens start takin abt tins in qihua pri, my ans will be always " er... gt tis tin meh?..." , " ehh wad sia? i can't remember / havin no impression abt it" .... Y ar... i remembered tins in juying but nt qihua. Hmmm... mayb cos i dun wan remember so subsquently i forgotten abt it =))) afterall, i'm soooooo sooooooooooo unhappy when i heard tt i hav to transfer sch while my bro can continue study there. waaaaa...sadddddd~~~~

Aniway, saying abt forgettin stuffs, makes me tot of alot of elderly or older adults havin dementia. n havin history of depression. Hhmmm.. seen tt alot in patients during attachment. i think like 7 or 8 out of 10 hav history of depression. alot i think. wonder is it they encountered too mani setbacks at 1 go OR toooo mani probs being compile up which in turn led to them being very depressed. n for demantia, kind of sad for their loves ones as their pa or ma cannot remember them?.. hmm.. but dunno y for me, MY opinion of cos, dementia might be good in the sense tt they may forget abt the sad/depress prob/event they encountered n even the illness they hav. Hmmm... though it sounds abit wrong la.. but tts wad i feel.

So aniway, would u rather wish tt u could forget everytin of the unhappy ones, the depress ones n of cos which means hav to include the happy moments ORRRRRR ORRRRRRRRR accepting the fact tt u hav to face it as part of ur life n haopefully able to solve them 1 by 1, no matter they can be solved or anot. probs tt cannot be solved include like death of ur loves ones , tins tt cannot be turned back. Wahahahaaa.. which whould u choose? lalalla~~~~~

I will be havin a module on Abnormal Pychology and Behaviour Modification on next sem i think . kind of lookin forward to it as to me, psychology is damn interesting =) see feel n think ~